Ok, where to start, lets try a glimpse out of my life here. It's just a quick rundown, or we'd be here forever and it's have to be published as a paperback novel. First, I meet my ex fiancé. Nice guy, seems normal enough, has an ex-fiancé when we met, swears she's out of his life, etc, etc...so we get serious even though I end up calling him 70 times a day (he lived about 800 miles away before  I moved in, and was quite the ladies man)...seems weird, but I didn't trust the guy, I'd call and he'd turn his phone off, I know, I sound psycho myself ,  (it gets a little worse, but I'm not as bad as the ones I end up with, trust me) Anyhow, he gives me the pass codes to his phone telling me to check and see for myself, he's seriously not screwing me over. So I do, and find out he is, what'd this guy think, I wasn't going to call his bluff? Anyhow, I end up moving this 800 miles away to live with him, the day I get there, he leaves for 2 days straight at a "meeting" which ended up being at some hotel? Go figure....his ex fiancé is now calling our house like 20 times a day and god only knows how many times she calls his cell, but he's also screwing this married woman he works with, trying to tell me he's not (later learn out from her closest friends, she IS cheating on her husband with my new fiancé.) I'm still not leaving him, go figure, I guess I thought he'd change, he lies to my face about the incident while bragging to everyone else about  how he's getting away with it.  So we have this girl and his ex fiancé to deal with, but no wait, there's 2 more girls he's working with he's seeing I find out, both of which he lies about.  STILL we get into enough arguments about  it where he has done the following:  1) driven the car into a tree while arguing with me, he actually ended up hitting me in the face, then later saying it was an "accident" and that "he loves me and would never intentionally hurt me") (I walked home, he disappeared all day) 2) tried to push me out of the car when arguing (I jumped out anyways and walked home, he     disappeared all evening again) 3)tried to suffocate me while arguing, actually ended up backing me down the stairs while holding me in the air (keep in mind I'm not even 20 yet, and he is 25) He would think he was slick and make me take the dog out in the morning while he called these other women, but I'd know cuz I'd see the cell phone log (does dumb ass count too?) anyhow, so things go rockily along, I'M PSYCHO at this point for staying but, one day we get into it because I found nude photos and love letters from a few diff. women he was keeping in OUR sock drawer...once again, how many brain cells is this guy going on? so later that day I check the mail and ta da, child support papers, 6 months into our relationship of me living there w/ him, he had knocked up his ex fiancé. SPECIAL. So you know what the psycho says to me? Never happened, someone must have made a mistake and written the wrong name down.....??????? what the ????? yeah, right pal.... so needless to say i end up meeting another guy who i confide these things in, we start to have a relationship, I leave my psychotic ex fiancé and find a new place and move in with the
new boyfriend. here comes psycho #2....he can't stop talking about how he wants to kill his ex gf from almost 6 yrs previous.....oh boy. Lucky me, another one, what kind of pond am I fishing in??? anyhow, so I ignore these things, trying to convince him otherwise to the point of I end up going to the cops about it, about  this time I was at work and my alternator went out and I was late home from fixing it, I come in and new bf isn't there, so I get into bed, knowing he has a key, guessing he'll be back later, suddenly a horrible banging at the door, so I get up and see who it is, psycho # 2 is ranting and holding his head and screaming at me that "where were you? you were
with HIM weren't you? I drove over there, I SAW your car,. I KNOW you're messing around, you're just a well oiled machine and ppl are your sick pawns you string around for amusement aren't they?" well, he's gotten me so mad at the false accusations that I just sit there and try to calm him down, as soon as he's calm, I tell him, yes, it's the way I am, he's right, I can calm him down and keep him or let him go" he starts yelling "no, it isn't true, I love you, you love me, it isn't true...things are gettin better, I could learn to like you, I know I love you, I need you" and I just say no....to get his stuff and get out NOW, he says he'll do it in the morning but I'm livid so I say WHY WAIT SO LONG? we calm down and go to bed, I awake to find him moving his stuff out, ignoring me. that's fine, only after he leaves, he starts following me to work, sitting outside my apt, I end up getting a restraining order under the anti-stalking laws and going to the cops again about  him. He still follows me around and then one day I come home and he's there, screaming and ranting, holding his head again screaming how he's gonna throw me off the damn and kill me, but then verbally to me says he has worse things planned, he will disembowel me piece by piece until I tell him why I don't love him anymore, why I didn't make him happy........I ended up moving back home 800 miles away and I've still seen him around here even, he said he's going to kill me no matter what by Halloween so I'm going out of town those days. man.....what psychos. I have more stories than that to
tell too. Love the site.